考试天=杀人天

天啊！！！
考试、考试、考试。。。
还蛮像回到小六的时候，
只是那时候有老师督促。
现在，
唯有自己努力呗！
PMR！！
啊！！！！！！
你很讨人厌咧！！
我的目标不是全‘A’，
历史那科A不A都算了。。
反正只要达到目标，
我就有的去旅行，呵呵！
所以，
萧文善，加油呗！！
各位也要加油哦！！ =）

无题

很怪吧！我无端端回来了。。

不要有太高的期望，我只是无聊过度，想分享一些怪异的心情。。

也许你会觉得很怪。。

刚刚去了一个好朋友的部落格坐坐，

看见她最后的文章。。很大胆。。呵呵！

秘密，

这个词不陌生，

每个人都有。。

当然，我也不例外。。

之所以可以在这里分享一些小秘密，

是因为我知道，

这个部落格不会有人来参观了。

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好朋友的部落格里写着他放下了心中的他。

然而，我好想问：＂你真的放得下他吗？＂

我知道自己没有资格问这一个问题，

因为我放不下我心中的那个他。。

他占据了我的心两年了。。

整整两年了。。

虽然不至于为了他吃不下饭，睡不着觉，

但是会莫明地在意他。。

我不知道他把我当什么，我也不想知道。。

我只知道我真的很在乎他。

也许我该说我喜欢他。。

我知道像他那样受人欢迎的人，那样多优点的人

是不会看见像我那样平凡的女生。

况且我缺点多。。

我曾经多么努力，去忘记他，去放弃他。。

可是，天可真会玩弄人呀！

往往都是快成功的最后一秒，他就会出现在眼前。。

最后，

我也只能用名句精华来表达－－为山九仞，功亏一篑。

我是被动的人，不善于表达。。

被动的人也许都是到头来吃亏的吧！

好了，我也不想多说了。

反正，我很满意现在，

只要能远远地看他一眼，

就很好了。。

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接下来的故事，是真人真事，只是，别把我当成故事里的主角

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家人的关怀与支持很重要，

父母与孩子之间的沟通也很重要。

曾经有个小女孩，

从小立志当个教师。

却因为得不到家人的支持，她放弃了。。

如今，

她已失去了自己的方向。。

说真的，

从小到大，她的志愿从未改变。。

直到某天，

她无意中听到了一句话，

那句话动摇了她从小到大从未改变的志愿。

她甚至想是否该顾全大局，

放弃自己喜欢的东西。

虽然在朋友面前，

她总是坚决地表示自己的意念；

其实她的心里却有着两个自己，

一个鼓励着她做自己想做的东西，不要理会别人怎么想

另一个则告诉自己要牺牲小我。。

内心不断地挣扎。。

不断地挣扎。。

她不知该怎么办。。

她真的好希望家里有人支持她，

告诉她：＂你想做什么就去吧！我支持你！＂

她真的好希望有人这样告诉她，

但事情往往不能如愿。。

好不容易，

她找回了自己的方向。。

却有人告诉她，

她选的那门知识，压力会很大，她会承受不了的。

又一次，她被打击了。。

谁说的？！！只要她的家人支持她，不管压力再大，她都可接受！！

因为她知道：有人支持你，你不可以让他／她失望。

外表看起来坚强的她，心灵还是脆弱的，

双鱼座的人不都是这样的吗？！

她只是想要家人的关怀、安慰、支持

她有错吗？！！

不过，

算了，

她还得在学校待4年。

虽说4年不长，

不过，

未来永远是未知数。。

没有人知道她未来会怎样。。

一个有名的教育／犯罪心理学者？

一个有名的作家？

一个知名的艺人？

一个普通的生意人？

还是一个再普通，平凡不过的家庭主妇？

没有人知道。。

如今，

她想，

既然得不到家人的支持，

她渴望爱情的滋润，

她期待她的真命天子给予的关怀。。

如今，

她只能默默地告诉自己：＂加油！一切顺其自然吧！＂

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好了，这个世界要再次进入冬眠状态了。。

无题

很久没上网了。。

今天的文章将会是最后一篇了。。

很早就说了，

一定会三分钟热度。

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在此只想告诉大家，

世界上真地会有一个很欠揍，欠打甚至没有死过的人！！！！！

告诉你们！！

男生没有一个是好人！！！

男生，男生，永远都只是臭男生！！！

p/s：我很乖的，不要以为我跟别人偷偷交往被甩了！！

实情我也不想说！！！

反正一提就一肚子火！！！

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总之，

这应该算是最后一篇文章了。

也许未来某一天，

我会突然向从新启动这个“世界”。

现在，

就让这个“世界”展时的“冬眠”。

我不会删除这个部落格，

有空的话，

不放在这里留言，

或谈天。。

随时欢迎！！！=）

Happy Mother's Day!!!

Wakaka!!

Happy Mother's Day to all The Mothers!!!

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LOL
Ntg much to post..

Exam coming..T^T

K-ing Sejarah..

cuz is my weakest subject..

Read till bab 3(form 1 shj) den ZZzzzZZ d..

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DAMM SIENZZZzzzzZZz :(

Saturday..

Saturday..

means yesterday..

going skul for replacement..

Jue Cheng din come..

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PJK,

one word--BORED!!

ponteng back to class..

chating there..

SEJARAH..

revision for form 1..

Recess,

saw quek "torturing" the leaf..LOL

SCEINCE

do exercise..

CHINESE!!!

one word--FUN!!

playing games at classroom..

play chess with xin er..

haha!! I win!!

play "cho dai di" with

~Chi Ching

~Xin Er

~Jun Yi

~Wei Wei

~Jeferry

~Timothy

Then,

play "blackjack dare or dare"

lol..

quite fun..

MATH..

bored again..

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After skul,

me, Chi Ching n Sze Hui

go to Perpustakaan Raja Tun Uda

(aka Perpustakaan Shah Alam)..

Saw many Seafieldians there..

After get our sumber,

while waiting for Chi Ching's dad come to fetch us back..

we visit the museum..

Wonder why..?

I hate Sejarah damm much..

but i love to go museum..

ntg much else..

that's all for today..

Another long long long time...XD

haha,

first of all..

I kno,

long long long long long time din post anything..

cause ntg special happened..

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Anyway,

I'm here today just 2 update something,

so that my blog wont be so dead

(but dead long time ago...XD)

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And also to keep someone shut up,

so that he/she will not keep asking me to update..>.<

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On Tuesday,

Someone from a dunno wat centre came to our skul..

they came to took the sample of our blood

to test the rate of our protection of dunno wat B lah...

(Chinese is B xing gan yan)

Not pain at all..

but when i have a first of the others,

i got the feeling that wanna vomit..

cause the blood was quite digusting..

Anyway,

funny things happened too..

Chi Ching n her brother

both been 'pook' holes in both of their hand..

HaiZZzzzZZ..

BROTHER N SISTER

LOL..

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Tommorow having skul,

after skul,

Sze Hui, Chi Ching n I

are going to Shah Alam's library..

to find some sumber for the stupid sejarah projek..

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ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

like my pm in msn..

Projects kill me!!!! T^T

疑惑多多>.<

好吧，很久没上网了...

没办法，最近较忙。

难得今天可以上网，

就一次过把要跟大家分享的事写出来好了。＝）

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3月28和29日...

超棒的!!!在学校露营，一个字--赞!!

在此感谢我的队员没给我田任何麻烦^^

也感谢我的apl在各方面都帮了大忙...

不过，有一点让我觉得一些家长很xx

拜托!!

童军是不怕肮脏的，童军与童军之间就应该是有难同担，有福同想的啦...

酱基本的东西都不懂就算了，

还要来投诉这个那个:S

酱宝贝自己的孩子，索性将他镶起来，放在家里算了=.="

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昨天，4月1号--愚人节

不好玩的

...没有作弄任何人，也没被任何人作弄...

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今天

不知，为什么??

今天特别地感触..为什么??

呵呵，我也想知道...

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客串??

人生有如一场戏，每个人都有属于自己的一出戏...

然而，在我的戏中，

却有一段插曲暂时困扰着我...

他，

无端端闯入我平凡而简单的生活。

也许，在他生命里，我只是客串。

他呢??

因为他的闯入，

把我折磨的好掺..呜呜..

这可恶的家伙总是在不适当的时候出现..

把我的生活弄得一团遭!!

我很想恨他，

恨他搞乱我的生活，我的思想，我的情绪。

但，

我实在办不到...

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Today,

chi ching n jue cheng ask me what happened??

Nor,

this is the answer...

Tuition can be fun too...XD

Wakaka!!!

Today went sejarah tuition with chi ching n jue cheng..

LOL..

as usual lah..

just that din't post only..

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Anyway..

Three of us become kesiao today..

keep on laughing like hell/38..

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what we chat..

I forget d..

but i am not老人痴呆症.. >.<

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that's all for today..

atleast I update..

WONG CHI CHING!!!

UPDATE UR BLOG LAH!!!

Second last day of HOLIDAYZZZzzz

Haiz..

After tomorrow,

school reopen..

One word!!--SIENZ!!!!!

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This few days,

nothing to do also..

Just repeat watching

霹雳mit

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Today,

there's a scout meeting..

a stupid guy keep trying to make me angry..

wanna tell him..

GO DIED LAH U!!!

Anyway,

we still have fun today..

just that when i know my members want to eat what during camp,

(cause i din go for meeting last week..xp)

傻眼..

sausage n milo ice for dinner.. @.@

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going to have hair-cut soon,

cause my hair keep dropping..

(ermm..i am very healthy..)

Muhahaha^^Pulau Redang!!!!!!!!!!!

Heehee^^

went for Pulau Redang..
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We departed at 9.30pm on Friday,
then we go Tesco to buy some junk food..
So,
kira-kira 10.30pm departed..
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Anyway,
we reach the jeti at 9.05am on the next morning
wait for the boat till 10.30 am..
But..
because too much people..
we need to wait for the next ship..
We departed from the jeti to Pulau Redang at 12.15pm..
OMG!!
the journey to Pulau Redang was so damm stimulate!!!
Just like sitting on a Roller Coaster!!
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We reach Pulau Redang after an hour(I guess, who cares..xp)
check in>lunch>activities in the beach/sea>snookering>bath>dinner>sleep
(maybe you think:Har??!! So bored?? But, do you know?? this day, it keep raining from the time we depart from jeti to Pulau Redang T.T)
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The next day..
breakfast>activities in the beach/sea>snookering>lunch>activities in the beach/sea>bath>dinner>sleep
The activities is just like the day before it..
WHY??
Because..
most of the time..
RAINING!!!!
SAD man.. T.T
'boyfriend' coming on this day...
but quite lucky..
cause the next day we are going back.. XD
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The last day,
breakfast>checkout>bye bye to Pulau Redang..
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This trip is very very fun!!
very very awesome!!
But,
why must it rain leh??
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here the picture i took..
sharing out..

on the way to jeti
the jeti



fish(jeti)..
the ship start moving

the image during journey to Pulau Redang

image in Pulau Redang

image where the resort i staythe place where i have my mealssaw the date?? i dunno who carve it on the road..but this day was my birthday^^

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???,

I put this for my title today,

because I don't know what to put as my title today..

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Today,

chi ching didn't go school because of some reason...

The feeling without her is weird and sick!!

I feel like uncomfortable without her voice..

feel that uncomfortable that can't say :不要再"撑腰"了!!!小心我丢你下去!!!

feel like uncomfortable to bully jue cheng without her..

PLZ..I'M NORMAL!! DON'T THINK THAT I'M A LESBIAN..THANK YOU!!

Anyway,

she will be back tomorrow..

we will be back as normal--kesiao almost the all the time..XD

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Today,

PJK..

have a lots of fun..

playing 猴子抢球with:-

*Jue Cheng

*Sze Hui

*See Yeng aka Chubby

*Nicole

and

*Ming Chuen

When Ming Chuen be the monkey..

all of us bakat and bully her..

Muahahaha..xp

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DO YOU KNOW WHAT???!!!

ONE DAY LEFT!!

ONE DAY..

~PULAU REDANG~ =D

7.3.2009--My Big Day..=)

Haha!!

7.3.2009 which means yesterday..

My birthday..

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Thanks to all my friend and family who remember this day^^

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Specialy thank to my mom,

cause on 7.3.1994

my mom suppose to have celebration with my dad..

why??

cause on 7.3.1993,

they married..

7.3.1994 was my mom's painest day..

she bring me to this world

in chinese,

our birthday is our mom "受难日"

THANK YOU N I LOVE U, MOM!!

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specialy thanks to WONG CHI CHING too..

the present you give me is very special..

all ur wishes to me is very touching..

I will try my best to control my "temperature"

remind me if I forget >.<"

THANK YOU!!

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Thank you to AUNTIE JUE CHENG n QUEK QUEK too..

>>Jue Cheng..I like the present u give me,

is awesome^^

>> Quek.. Is ok that u din give me any present, I dun mind at all..

Cause when is your birthday last year,

I also din give you any present..xp

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Again,

THANKS to all that remember my birthday^^

..I <3>

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ok..i know this post is lame..

but..

WHO CARES??!!

3 in 1

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3 in 1

What did mean??

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read n you will know^^

Wednesday(4.3.2009)

Wednesday..

scary...

school have "invited" some nurses to school..

for what??

to give all the form 3 student an INJECTION!!!

Gosshhh..

I m form 3 too..

ofcuz kena lah..

well,

when the syringe was insert into my hand

is NOT pain at all *.*

BUT!!

when the nurse start to tranfer the liquid into my blood vessel (I guess)

OMG!!!

It is so pain as people using knife to cut and cut and cut... >.<"

Anyway,

this scary thinggee is over..

dun care about it lah..

Today(6.3.2009)

Today..

before entering this title..

i got something wanna ask..

HaiZzzzZZz..

what had 3 Damai done leh??

why we so bad luck de??

we change new timetable nevermind lah..

but why must change the teacher leh??

WTH??!!

the teacher who suppose to change they dun change;

the teacher that not suppose to change they go n change pula..

ARGHH!!!!!!!!

now,

my life in 3 Damai is so damm WEIRD.. T.T

why??

go n ask the student who studying in 3 Damai at SMK Seafield..

Tomorrow(7.3.2009)

Tomorrow,

scout is having Recruit Camp for the Recruits..

Is not for me..

Cause I m not consider as Recruit..

Anyway,

I m going for the Malam Kebudayaan(MK)

tomorrow evening..

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Well,

I think till here lah

for today..

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OH-YA!!!

Still got 1 week!!!!

PULAU REDANG!!!

I m back after 11 years!! ^^

Merentas Desa tmr..

Tomorrow merentas desa,

going to run..

Form 1 run,

Form 2 din run,

Form 3 run..

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heehee^^

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Anyway,

today I bought a book in Kett Star..

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Well,

this book is all about that 'thing'

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What thing??

Neh~

the things that dun walk but "float" wan..

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till here lah...

tata!!

20.2.2009--what had happened??

Well,

20.2.2009 mean yesterday

--Friday--

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Yesterday is the last day of exam..

Actually exam starts on Tuesday..

So,

Finish the February test..

then very happy lah..

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Yesterday was quite no luck..

i sick..

head pain lyk hell.. >.<

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not the forehead

but the centre of the head..

DAMM PAIN!!

So,

go see doctor..

eat pills lo..

got choice meh?? -.-'

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Now ok d..

as the sentence

--老虎都可以打死几只 XD

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haha ^^

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Anyway..

today receive a msg from my friend..

kinda 莫明奇妙..

cause in the msg..

he say that he is going to marry..

and the wedding will be held on 29 February..

LOLx..

this year where got 29 in February??

so,

i reply him and ask him

whether he got eat wrong something or send to the wrong ppl..

but he din reply..

so dun care lah..

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LOlx..

who cares..

All become Kesiao..XD

Lolx..

Today,

three of us

*Chi Ching

*Jue Cheng

*me

(asusual lah..xo)

become kesiao at school..

do many stupid thinggee... =p

The most funny wan is..

the sence when i hit the BEE..

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Well,

wonder why,

this few days,

there's a bee which like to "follow" me..

Then,

I can't tahan d..

today,

I was willing to kill it..

Muahaha..XD

When i use my text book to hit it..

the "PAAAA" sound had scared the guy that sleeping which sit behind me..

OMG!!!

After that,

Chi Ching keep laughing..

non-stop somemore..

then she become "SiaoZaBo"

LOLX

Finally she stop after i warned her for a few times..

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Tommorow is valentine's day..

got school..

can't sleep cukup cukup d..

Sad.. :(

anyway..

wishing everyone

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

..::The last day of CNY::..

Wonder why..

Everytime when i want to update my blog,

sure got something happen that make me cant do anythings..

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Anyway,

get back to today title..

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Today is the last day of CNY as we call it 元宵节..

But,

before that,

i got something to share out

Pai seh..

I rotate wrong direction.. xp

This is the fireworks that my eldest cousin brother who work it...

I record..

that is another picture too..

Firework got two types..

*lyk the video

*hold by hand

this picture show the firework(the second type) hangging on a tree..

this kind of "beutiful decorate" was play sence my father age..

Nothing much i can update d..

Bye Bye!!

Back to Subang...

Well,
actually I already back to Subang on Wednesday.

Just that i can't update anything because my brother want to play his stupid "Dota"..

Lolx

can anyone tell me what so fun that playing this stupid and violent war game??

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Ok.

Yesterday,

I went go my mother's side grandma house..

get a lot of angpau..

GONG XI FA CAI

heehee..=p

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And today,

we go for "一日游"

First,

we have our breakfast at SS14,

Then,

we go Rawang..

After that,

we go for our lunch at Buluyam..

we eat "Lo Mian"

very very delicious..

so yummy.. =)

We go "yao cheh hong"

see a big beautiful lake..

take some photo there,

have a look on it..

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I think is enough for today..

Bye Bye

失而复得的感觉太棒了！！！

My handphone finally come back!!!

Extreamy happy..

Thaught that I will say bye bye to my handphone forever.. >.<

But,

now it came back..

So,

I will cancel the crust on that flalor who steal my phone..

Anyway,

I hope that this kind of case won't happen again..

WELCOME BACK!!!

MY DEAR HANDPHONE!!!!!!

F***

I wonder why??

why my family is so mean..

Why he/she want to steal my handphone??
F***

Chinese New Year..

suppose to be very happy..

make me cry pula..

you know how hard i get a phone??

If i know who the hell that steal my phone,

I wont care who he/she is...

my aunt, my uncle or my cousin..

i will just scold directly and just send he/she to the police station..

But,

i don't know who the hell he/she is..

I don't care who the hell he/she is,

the one who stole my handphone

sure will bankrupt within half month..

F***