来台第72天了，想家想得都快疯了…
老妈说，6月19号来台湾玩，让我很期待。
好久没有抱抱妈咪了:p
最近，真的觉得人与人之间的缘分真的很奇妙。
很像化学里的碰撞定律(collision theory)：
1. 一定要发生碰撞
2. 要有一定的活化能(activation energy)
3. 要碰到对的方向(correct orientation)
个人认为第三点最重要。
不是吗？再怎么碰面，再怎么有热情，只要道不同，就不相为某了。
2012年4月26日星期四
来台第72天
2012年3月28日星期三
Need A Hug :'(
我真的很需要一个拥抱。。
出国读书，果然不是一个简单的事。
以前，真的好傻、好天真，
以为出国读书就是出国读书罢了嘛～ 会有什么大问题？不就是读书？
错！大错特错！！
跟一帮了解你的好朋友一起读书，
会就一起会；不会就一起不会；不会就一起弄到会。。
这里不同。
来着各个地区的同学，终究不能在短期内真正互相了解 。
彼此不清楚彼此真正的想法，就无法达到一针见血地沟通。
无法达到一针见血地沟通，就只会一直围在问题里绕。
问题没有办法被解决＝（
每个人认为我华文强，来台湾读书简直是如鱼得水。
可是，我在课业上遇到严重的瓶颈。
我听不懂老师讲的数学和物理！我只看到老师嘴里吐出很多 “～！@＃¥％—＊（）”
我会努力去把这些火星文弄懂。
可是，期间，
我很需要一个安静的拥抱，
我很需要一个阔达的肩膀让我靠，
我很需要一个让我觉得有安全感的人让我撒娇。
妈，我好想你。
爸，我好想你。
婆婆，我好想你。
弟弟，我好想你。
雅雅，我好想你。
彬彬，我好想你。
思慧，我好想你。
梓情，我好想你。
嘉欣，我好想你。
珏珏，我好想你。
蔚琳，我好想你。
我想念马来西亚的一切。
2012年3月20日星期二
Middle of Hardship me :((
来台第35天了。
每天一颗纸星星，提醒着我，我才来不久。
然而，我却深深觉得自己在台湾过了好久好久。。。
就到像自己已在这里过了好多年。。
终于明白什么是度日如年了。。
在这里的生活都还不错。
只是最近要考试了，烦！
李思慧！！
听说你物理很好哦~
我的物理像shit一样kanasai咧！！
快点上线帮帮我T^T
对了！
那天歌唱比赛的初赛，
我唱《忽然之间》。
这首歌，对以前的我有很大的意义。
不过，
那天之后，
这首歌背后的意义将不再是因为你了。
所以，
如果你有留意我的部落格，
我想跟你说，
我真的放下你咯=）
得空在fb看到我上线的话，
来找我聊聊啊~ =）
考试三天，
很快过的啦！
到时候！
我就每天去终极一班“站岗”！
看堵到炎先生吗xDD
RM10000
看缘分咯！
2012年3月8日星期四
18岁咯！
原以为，18岁的生日会很悲哀！家人不在身边，咳~~！
可是，我错了！我的18岁生日还是很难忘的！
真的很感谢每一位对我献上祝福的朋友！不管是亲口说还是在面子书上留言的！谢谢你们哦！！
再来，感谢班上的每一位同学！天啊！这次的生日是我有生以来最高调的生日了！:D
然后，感谢我们寝一舍的所有“邻居”和室友！虽然我们认识才短短三个星期，有的甚至更短！不过，你们竟然可以那么认真地帮我庆祝！真的让我好感动！ ~。~
还有，所有在马来西亚的好朋友们！谢谢你们那长篇大论的祝福语！我除了说谢谢，真的不懂要怎样表达我对你们的感激！我好想也好爱你们哦！！<3 <3
最后、最后！少不了感谢杨欣伊！有你在我身边，我真的不知是喜是悲！你最喜欢欺负我了！3月7日0000时特地串门子到我房来弄我哭！晚上点名过后还给我个大惊喜，又害我哭！可是，如果没有你，我18岁的生日一定很平凡。红苹果！谢啦！<3 *啵一个* <3
至我亲爱的家人们：
18岁生日少了你们的确让这一次的生日留下了遗憾！不过，人终得学会长大！所以，我长大啦！会照顾自己啦！要想念我，但不要担心我！我真的过得很好噢！爱你们<3 <3
萧文善，18岁生日快乐！:）
2012年2月19日星期日
成真了。。
wow! 我在台湾了。
真的很不敢相信，感觉一切很虚幻。
AQ太高，马上适应了这里所有一切。
虽然，这里的天气很冷，不过，我和欣伊都很High :p
为什么？
我还真的不知道。
这里现在有寒流
不大清楚几时过。
拜一就开学了，
有的拼咯！
课本超恐怖的！
对了！
台湾这里好严格哦！
不到二十岁不能申请SIM Card,
搞到我现在没有手机用！
>.<"
2012年2月14日星期二
2012年2月3日星期五
忽然之间
#忽然之间 天昏地暗。。。#
--莫文蔚原唱
--炎亚纶翻唱
--炎亚纶翻唱
这几天电脑又坏了，因为hard disc坏了。
现在修好了～ 应该不会又无端端坏吧。
也许是距离离开马来西亚的日子越来越近了
忽然之间，我想回了很多事情。。
呵呵^^
想起思慧说：
“你哦，除了放得进嘴里的东西讲好吃，喝得进嘴巴的东西也讲好喝，就连看得顺眼的男生都讲好看-.-" ”
想起欣伊说：
“你看、你看，只要把她的声音mute掉了就不觉得她会怎样。*幸灾乐祸的样子*”
想起梓情说：
“你应该笑多一点，像我一样。*用手指拨开刘海*”
想起嘉欣那个为了安慰我而讲出怪腔怪调的话：
“不要这样嘛～大不了以后找个更好的嘛～乖哦～不哭哦～”
想起珏琤嗲声嗲气地喊我：
“sun~~~~”
想起蔚琳每次古灵精怪地表演东、表演西
更想起他开玩笑的一句话：
“i prefer you.”
倒数12天，我要去台湾了。
=）
台湾。。。
倒数11天，我正式失恋='(
2012年1月5日星期四
吃苦
不陌生的题目吧^^
这是今年spm的其中一个作文题目，那么刚好，本大小姐写这一个题目=）
**希望我的作文不离题**
嗯。。。
朋友们曾说，
不明白酒苦苦的，有什么好喝。
其实我也不懂耶
可能就是个人喜好吧！
我就是喜欢酒那苦涩的味道。
怪人？
也许我是吧！
其实，
当冰冷的啤酒咕噜咕噜地滑下食道那一刻，
啊！
简直就是一个“棒”字！
或者是红酒一点一点地被噘进口腔，再慢慢地经过喉咙的那一刹那，
酒香余味绕口，
呵呵^^
是人间天堂=）
其实我不是很喜欢品尝苦味。
只是有些东西就是要苦才好味。
像酒，就是要又苦又香才好喝嘛～
像巧克力，就是要在放进嘴里的那一刻，马上融化，然后苦瞬间散发，蔓延整个舌蕾，才好吃嘛～
像榴莲，就是要配着那榴莲香，再配着苦才叫榴莲嘛～
我说得很对，有木有？？
至于苦瓜嘛～
呃。。 抱歉。
它是我菜单客户上的拒绝来往客户 :p
除非，它带着鸡蛋来观光我的嘴和胃，
不然。。
歹势 :p
你的“吃苦”心得是虾米？
介意分享吗？
^^
2012年1月1日星期日
2011年12月29日星期四
Emo :(
Just like the photo above,
i was trying hard to hold somethings.
Just that, i don't know..
When will i really let them go.
I usually don't like long holidays.
It has too much time for me to think about a lot of stupid things.
Is it me or what.
I feel that everything had change.
Me has long long time didn't have a good chat with my dear friends.
will the distance between us go further?
I just need someone to chat with.
anything as long as i get to feel back that feeling,
which its name is
"the sense of security"
I am emo-ing these few days,
especially when it is night.
i just can't stop thinking about all negative stuff =(
me have complicated feelings now.
Are you still there, if i on my msn?
2011年12月23日星期五
2011年12月20日星期二
The Intruder in the Garden
Just afraid that i might lost this, i save it here :) My first English story.
"Grr... Grr.. Grr.. ", a man wearing a hip-hop cap, black jacket with a rough chain around his neck and a pair of loose pants. He was pulling a large luggage on the Mandarin Street of San Francisco. He stopped in front of an antique shop, looking left and right like a mouse, then only he turned right and went into the shop.
"Yo! What's up dude! Check this out!" the man said to the old man who sitting at the counter, observing an old tripod.
"Oscar! How's the 'fish' today?" the old man put down his things and walked to him.
"Oh, come on! Of course is freeesh! Talk less, check and give me my money money!" Oscar was rubbing his thumb and finger.
The old man opened the luggage slowly, till a beautiful lady's arm fell out of the luggage. He put the arm back and passed a thick envelope to Oscar. Oscar gave him a big smile.
At the same time, a smart looking guy with a long sleeved button shirt and a black west, wearing a clean black trousers appeared. He was also pulling a heavy bag stealthy at the small behind his working place, My Cafe in Paris.
"Miss Ella? I'm Nelson." he whispered to the woman leaning against the wall. The woman nodded. He couldn't really see her appearance. She was wearing sunglasses and a scarf which was just nice to cover her nose and mouth.
The woman did the same thing. She checked her 'fish' and passed a thick envelope to Nelson and she turned around and left.
"What's an odd lady!" he talked to himself and never noticed there was something in front of him till he kicked it. Nelson picked the bloody red coin and put into his pocket. He had never seen such an amazing coin before.
Haze, white smoke everywhere. Oscar was lying on thr grass while Nelson was trying to wake him up. He was curious, after he picked up the coin, he heard someone call him. When he turned, immediately, smoke went into his eyes. The moment he opened his eyes, he was in somewhere strange with a strange guy lying on the ground with his arms and legs open widely.
"Hey! Wake up! Helo?! Can you hear me, Sir?!" Nelson was trying hard to wake Oscar by patting his face. Finally, Oscar wake up.
"Excuse me! Who the hell are you and how you get into my... Hey!! Where am I?!" Oscar was curious too. While he was walking back home, he found a bloody red coin in his envelope. He took it out and started flipping it. The coin dropped down from his hand and rolled into an industrial zone. Oscar wanted to get back the coin, so he chased it till he felt pain on his neck.
"Curiosity was a good thing. However, it brings death to most of the people, doesn't it? Oscar Long and Nelson Fernando!" an unconcerned voice was suddenly heard from somewhere. Oscar and Nelson looked around but saw nothing.
"Woohoo... You can't find me. Let me introduce myself. I am Ella Night, the owner of this Bizarre Garden, the game master of this Game of Death." Ella Night slowly appeared from the dark. She was sitting on a swing hanging from somewhere. She was a good looking lady, but the colour that could be found on her was black and black.
"Oh my mama! I thought you were died? You supposed to be inside my luggage!" said Oscar, pointing his finger directly toward Ella.
"Am I supposed to be?" Ella emerge right in front of Oscar and immediately, Oscar took one step behind and sat down. The whole body of him was shaking.
"Ella... Ella... Miss Ella! You were the buyer of today corpse!" Nelson's turn to point at Ella. Ella fluttered back to her swing. She sat down, crossed her leg, supported her chin with her hand and stared at Nelson. She gave him an evil smile and admitted.
"That's why both of you come into my garden. Hahaha! Take a look behind, I bet both of you will know them!" said Ella..
Oscar and Nelson saw a big cage behind them. Zombies were inside. They knew them. All of them were the 'fishes' the sold.
"Try to escape the maze infornt. They will accompany both of you. They won't hurt you. Don't worry! They will just eat you up! Oh! Let me remind both of you something. Since you are actually in your dream, you will have numerous lives. If you game over, everything will restart. This is a game. Remember! HAHAHAHA! The game starts now!" Ella was no more on her swing.
Oscar and Nelson started to run for their lives. Zombies were chasing them. Bizarre Garden was really weird. Carnivorous plants were growing everywhere. Oscar almost become their food once. Luckily, Nelson got to save him.
They run forward, ugly big bird was waiting for them; They turned left, lake full of piranhas were hoping they'd jump down; Behind were whole bunch of zombies; They could only use the right pathway. All the can do was just running. They used to stopped once, a giant axe from nowhere suddenly appeared and chopped off their heads. Blood was splashed everywhere. Both of them struggled for a while and the bodies of them stopped moving. When they opened their eyes, they were at the starting point. Game had restarted.
"Arrgghh!! I wish I could slap myself hard in real life! Someone wake me up pleaseee!!" Oscar ran and shouted at the same time.
"There's no point for us to run blindly, we should come out with solutions!" said Nelson.
"Oh-yeaahh! Look around! We are dying! And your brain is still functionable?" Oscar replied.
They didn't realize, they had run into a blind alley till they saw a big wall was standing in front of them. Zombies were almost near them. Sweats has coming out. The atmosphere around them was getting tenser.
"F***! This will be damn pain!" Oscar started swearing. He put his hand into his pocket and found the coin.
"I wish this would kill them!" cried Oscar.
"Yes! The coin! Everything started when I picked it up. If I am not mistaken, the coin is a co called ticket to enter Bizarre Garden. If we destroy the coins, maybe we can escape!" said Nelson.
The zombies were just a meter apart from them. Oscar and Nelson aimed at the zombies's mouth and threw the coins into them. Right after the coins entered the zombies' mouth, bright white come out from there.
The sound of car siren entered Oscar's ears and light entered his eyes too. Finally, he could focus his eyes. H was ling in the industrial zone before he entered Bizarre Garden. Oscar quickly sat up and touched around his body. Well, he was what he was. All the body parts of him was still there.
"Nelson! Nelson!" A man with same uniform as Nelson was trying to wake him up. But, Nelson didn't wake up.
"Pourquoi il a dormi ici? (Why did he slept here?)", the man talky to himself and left Nelson behind.
Nelson woke up after the man left. He took a look at his hand, the bloody red coin was still there.
At the same time but at different places, two different persons said something similar to their ownself.
"I should stop myself from being a copse trafficker from now onward! "
2011年12月14日星期三
paper starrr
hmmm.. guess i might continue using english to blog post till i get my own computer or laptop =/
well, paper star.
i learn to make it when i was five, from my mom.
it's actually a very good place to write secrets =P
no one will know unless it's been told.
no one will even take a look at those damn ordinary stars.
in all the stars i had make before,
there's only three stars that i wrote secrets in it.
but, i threw two away.
I HAD TO THROW IT AWAY! =/
haha =D
i remembered that i usually made stars in school.
and after that, i will left them on my table..
hmm.. my table is usually full of stars and origami.
LOL!
thinking of buying a beautiful bottle when i reach taiwan
and then,
each and everyday,
i am going to put in one star into the bottle~
let see how many days will i stay in taiwan to finish my education.
**一闪一闪亮晶晶，满天都是小星星**
2011年12月12日星期一
I want a new life
Feel like giving up everything
Get a new life
Be a new me
Let's look forward to next year
I'm gonna change me a big big round
A new Seaw Woon Sun =)
2011年12月8日星期四
Kays, Thanks, Byesss
It's really over.
Every single thing had come to an end.
Say Bye..
to High School =)
to SPM =)
to you...
you know what..
you shouldn't even appear in my life..
NIAO MAI~
time will bring you away..
busy-ness will bring you away..
you will move out one day...
Red balloonssss...
Please do bring all the history away from me as far as you can.
=)
Thank you.
2011年12月1日星期四
It's just a few steps...
Well, another English post. Stupid computer, it spoiled again >.<"
Spm is going to an end. My last subject is Chinese, which contain 2 papers on 7th of December.
So, holidays are just right in front of me =D I am getting excited to my holidays!!
Now is 1.10am. I haven't sleep. Guess what? I don't feel like sleeping. Seriously. Why? I also don't know =(
The next things to worry is not my Spm result. I told myself, it's over and everything is set. I can't change the result also, so, there're no points for me to get excited or worry about taking result. Furthermore, I may not be in Malaysia.
"may not be in Malaysia." This lead to the thing that I am worrying of. My further education in Taiwan. Oh well, I have to wait till January. =( Can't the result come out slightly earlier?!
OK! Miss Seaw! Stop worrying about this and that! Holidays first! Holidays first!!
The most important things that you have to do now are "FORGET HIM" and "GET HIM AWAY FROM THE POSITION OF YOUR HEART". It doesn't mean that you get a good answer in a psychological test and the result is 100% true. STOP THINKING OF THE STUPID RESULT!
2011年11月6日星期日
2011年11月3日星期四
2011年11月2日星期三
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