I told myself to be strong

i told myself to stay strong
i told myself to stay strong
i told myself to stay strong
i told myself to stay strong
i told myself to stay strong
i told myself to stay strong
i told myself to stay strong

i just told myself to stay strong

however, i am not

i am just an ordinary girl
who look extraordinary in people's eyes

i am tired
i am sad
i am childish
i am exhausted

sometimes i wonder what and why am i rushing

i need nothing much
i just need a hug
i just need:"no matter how, i am always behind you"

i just need someone because i am not that strong nor dependence that people think

i just want to go home
i just want my mommy, my daddy, my brother and my sisters
because they always treat me as kid, as a little girl

hey you!
thanks for treating me like a kid or little girl
thanks for not ignoring me when i had my temper on you ((sorry*100
thanks for advising me on work and on my life road
thanks for everything :)
but still, you are very annoying xD

i want to go home
countdown: 10 days to go